Another lonely X'mas xxx
Sometimes i wonder if im really Chinese. If you are close to me you'll know. I hate to listen to chinese radio, ai fm, my fm, 988.....they are hell annoying whether the DJ's voice or commercial. Plus, i don't really like Chinese songs, go hell with Jolin, hell with Yang Cheng Lin, hell with Fei Lun Hai, hell with wat wat 5566. The hell-o songs are almost the same, most with 1 same topic and the worst is SAME STYLE, all about ai lai ai qu ........ too commercial if you ask me......
Then now i just realized, i don't really like Chinese New Year too. Don't get me wrong first, I like it too, long holiday, lots of $$ and can meet many friends. BUT, i just compare with Christmas, i long for a snowy, white xmas long time already in my dream, Christmas tree, dinner, presents, christmas songs, very warming. Compare to the noisy Chinese New Year songs, i really hate it....dong dong ciang, pi li pa la pompompom, frustating sometimes (i don't like new year song is very irritating to me). Oh and yeah, Chinese New Year's songs are mostly about MONEY$$$$ "Gong xi fat cai", "Hong Bao Na Lai", "Fu Gui Lian Nian" .... gosh.....$$ is the only thing that CHINESE care about.
What about Christmas songs???? Listen to the songs, most of them are about loving each other, caring, telling kids to be good if not Santa will not give him present. This is what we human being should be. Whats about money? It's just a tool, that human being created so that everybody need to work to get what he needs. Yeah maybe you can say your so damn powerful when you are super rich, then you can do whatever you want, bad things. People fear you, they don't respect you. Once you are broke, together the fear will be gone and you'll b crying for help.
Im saying this because of what China has become now, a nation full of money-craving-person that lost their morale. Chinense businessmen are labeled by most people. Oh, you said because the ang-mo are stupid? NO, they are not stupid, WE ARE. Due to our culture, we became not trusting each other. We never know what behind someone's smiling face, a knife perhaps? We became aware of outsider. We do not show our true identity to people. Everyone you see are wearing mask, hiding their ugly faces behind. HOW SAD. China undoubtedly is growing very fast. But i dare to say, one day it will collapse if they continue to crave for money regardless of educating their children good morale.
Merry Christmas. Thanks for the party yesterday at SexyFong's place.
